the beauty of form under the influence of freedom,

 I spent my two days of chinese new year with the whole family *grins* lovely pictures, some with the doggies as well, but didnt get it. this will just do. I'm still hesitating of changing my link. So i'll just make do on this blog for now. Jaslene's birthday is coming! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO! Sheesh, i think im late. Toodles!
 

i'll be moving to a new livejournal. but it'll be 80% locked. so wont be updating much here, maybe some pictures here and there? guess now will only be updating facebook too. toodles then (: heh.

pictures to update! many of dolpins and jelly fishes but not fishes cos later people see already scared. hahah.

 

( loved ones, )

 

have been eating quite alot lately though, due to the tournaments and all. hahah, feels like im gaining so much weight! dont really want to blog much because i have already wrote alot of stuffs on the journal which we are supposed to write. but i guess stuff that are censored will have to be locked here. hahahah. oh well... thinking of chinese new year just makes me look forward to it cos i can finally rest from all these! yayness.

me: kayan! i realise something...
kayan: what thing?
me: ehhh... nevermind, nothing.
kayan: ehhhh, what thing! tell meeeeee!
me: nothing nothing..
kayan: tell me if not i don't friend you ah!
me: (she is threatening me in a childish manner!)

hahah, quite funny. previous night i studied for geog which was supposed to be on thursday, and i used my sleepy state of mind to study! sheesh, if only they told me it was on thursday, den i could have slept nicely. anyway, great job people on the game. thanks supporters who were there and thanks teachers. thanks to the team, loveeee! totally burned out already, seriously i don't know if i can sustain this hardcore life till before chinese new year. i think i will just peng. ankle's hurting at the moment, i really don't know why ): game was fine, although quite a few miss passes i did, overall i played for the full match as a centre, which i did not really think i would accomplish at all. pretty tiring though. today had a long long day in school, seriously brain is like shutting down soon. off to tamp for lunch, back to school for training, long and tiring! homed with many things, art sketch, books and maths. was like moving house from school man. anyway, i forgot to bring my ss book home when i have to study for tmr's test. sheesh! but kayan just explained it briefly to me (: yay. left geog one page to do and im done. like finally. and i just ate two bananas and honeydew. hahaha. oh well, i go and relax and play a game before i do finish one last page and im off to bed!

my loved one said this yesterday in the shop in kallang leisure park. damn funny!
reading from a card : So many books, so little time...
adds in her own words : makes you go crazy at all times!
crazy right! and my loved one is judy ho meng pui! hahaha. minpei lah. such a crazy person. laugh like crazy in the mall with her.

to all b'div players, goodluck, play your best tmr! we can do it! loveee (:


dreaming halfway and hazelnut called, conference with judy. bathed and had a feast for breakfast. off to hunt for waterbottle with them around bedok. den long bus ride 16 to kallang leisure park. its just too leisure that it makes us spend and play, which resulted in us not studying. but i managed to understand a little more than before. iraq and kuwaii, invented by judyho. LOL. lots of hyperness in between the days. took many photos around kallang. explored the rooftop at kallang, pretty even though its just a small open area. overall, i had fun (: pictures on kayan's blog. tmr's the game! pretty excited! (: goodluck guys!

yesterday went over to NUS to watch their hall games and it was pretty exciting, some shots were really great. played some games with yiting and minpei. hahah. went home, got really tired and all, this morning woke up and had handball training. its been so long since i train for handball already and next week we have no training again. oh well, monday is our game anyway, pretty scared because im afraid my stamina cannot make it for the full four quarters? but i guess arasha is going to fill me in anyways. went to the library to do homework and found some really great pictures for art.

pretty blanked out these few days, i really dont know why but im just passing my time away.

congratulations to those who made it to the team,

GS - Adeline
GA - Farhanna, HoMinPei
WA - PohHuiShan, NickiPoh, Aisyah or Arasha
C - GraceOng, maybe Arasha?
WD - Jamie, YiTing
GD - ChungKayan, XiangYue
GK - Fareeza
( all the nuts! <3 )

goodluck to the c'div playing tmr, you guys should be able to handle it well (:
goodluck to b'div too yeah, some good combinations around, we can do it yeah! lets prove the school wrong and get our pride back yeah. kayan didnt come to school today! and poh was like super hyper for like almost the whole day, crazy yeah. i also high until i tired, couldnt really catch up with chemistry. need help! number of moles? concentration? im missing too many classes. finally the week's coming to an end, tournaments coming up. the days come faster than expected, the time just kept ticking away, leaving me still awed at many things. life's pretty happening and hectic. 14jan- HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY PEIER! 15jan- HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JUNJIE!

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn't be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there's no point in grieving
Doesn't matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I'm leaving

kayan have a new aunty name! :D school was crazy today, lots of studying, lots of homework. done physics, accomplished! on to POA now. training was awesomeeeee! lots of great combination today. feels great yeah. oh well, have to get going, these few days are just too busy!

camp leaders '09
picture is cute yaw! love.
thanks, nuts, usuals, those at sentosa that day, camp leaders, classmates, netballers, and those who wished me happy birthday. going to crash my bed, toodles world!

you are my sun-sun-sun-sunshine ,
my only sun-sun-sun-sunshine,
you make me hap-hap-hap-happy,
when skies are gr-gr-gr-grey,
you never know dear,
how much i love you,
please dont take my sunshine away.

amazing birthday surprise at sentosa, amazing sleepppppp, amazing dinner at home, amazing bunch of secondary 1's! had some pictures of them but apparantly in my phone and i cant really put it into the comp yet, so well, just have to post another day, camp leaders were great! all fun and well. great partner ADAM and great campers victors3! oh well, 13 more minutes till sweet sixteen! hahahah. counting down and off to sleeppppp! i slept from like 1am last night till like 5pm today. crazy, was like really really tired.8 more mins to my birthday (: counting down on my own yeah. 5 more minutes! 3 more minutes! hahahha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

(jamie and me!)

5thJan- Netball training, finally some courtwork! Permanently centre position now!Think my stamina is building up :D seriously happy!
6thJan- Crazy day in school, stayed in school for camp leaders meeting, rehearse on dance.Think I will screw my group, cant even rmb all the cheers! Dance partner : Pan~! Ended damn late, dinner out. Homeworks in the night are shittyyyy!
7thJan- Longer day in school with assembly ): darn stuffy today. was even sweating in class. Social studies took over my brain, Iraq and kuwait! Netball after that. Learnt about our new jersey colours, BLACK AND PINK! coach even told me to get pink hairbands. HAHA! we are even wearing the skirts kind of pants. dont really like the skirt part lah, cos its kind of gross -.- haha. (packing bag later)
8thJan to 10thJan- Sec1 camp, going as camp leaders. Don't think i'll be able to catch some sleep though. Wish me luck with such a hectic first week of school. Have to pack my stuffs, rmb cheers, take care of my voice, rmb dance, many many others. sheesh. suddenly a little stress. HAHA. oh well, guess i will get to blog like after these few days. toodles!
<3 nuts!

"all love that has no friendship as it's base, is like a mansion built on sand"

first day of school and im in th comp lab. ha!
nagging for like 1and a half hours. from the parade square to the hall to art room.
sheesh. okay, now im hungry. LOL.
pretty tired today, dunno why. but there's training later and yawns! (blanked out)
everyone's doing art in the comp lab except me and kayan. HAHA.

barkers!
sharol, minpei, raudhah, emelyn, grace, rai, szeyan, ivy, yushan, mervyn, lance, zhi hao, chengding.
not in photo, john, yujing, jerel.
our bbq night! loveeeeeeeee<3

(happy family!)
1st day of school seems fine,
getting to know some of our teachers for the year,
knowing our hectic schedule for the year,
stressing on the word of o's.
pretty fine i guess, nuts is really nuts! hahha,
went around looking for netballers,
took nice photos together.

i wore judy's brothers shoes to school, haha!
forgotten to buy my school shoes and panicked last min.
but managed to buy it before training todayyy!
netball was bor-ing at first, but the massaging was great (: hahah.
i guess we enjoyed it because it relaxes our body yeah.

went to void deck with judy and we talked just like old times!(:
about many stuffs, im glad you told me you know!
its really great to know about your stuffs,
i know you'll be fine yah ahpuei! hahahhaha.
oh well, saw some photos! shall upload some.
 

tiredddd!
never really sleep last night. was crazy.
spent my night in jaslene's super cold room!
used comp till like 4 am plus plus,
off and tried to sleep with one jacket on and one small blankie,
and one more jacket.
damn cold please! turn around like gazillion times!
trying to pull the cloth more to cover my whole body.
ended up sleeping like few hours and go toilet for warmth.
den sleep awhile more and come out again.
den i pek cek, 10am go and on the comp and use.
LOL!

went off and 12plus, met kayan at bedok inter.
off to KFC for my breakfast-lunch. ahpei came with her new hairstyle,
roamed around. gossippeeeeeeddddddd! and off to home.
went to my comfy bed to sleep for afew hours and ate dinner.
wanna get photos from rach for countdown! okay, have to get to sleep,
tmr marks first day of school! TOODLES.

27/12/2008 - handball training, movie : YES MAN, road trips!
28/12/2008 - Barker's bbq. Started the fire with accomplishment,
                        burnt my thumb, now a blister! Noodles were complimented (:
                        Picture taking (Ivy's camera) Zhihao let it go and went gay!
                        played games to finish up some of the food. drank jolly shandy! haha.
                        did our cheer which we made up during OBS, great feeling! 
                        although we were like attracting attention from other pits, had fun!
29/12/2008 - Gave the camp leaders meeting a miss, Sorry! 
                        found out there is this dance we had to learn, i pairing up with poh! 
                        hahah, chilled at starbucks at tamp, came up with many designs for posters.
                        apparantly a slack day for me.
30/12/2008 - woke up early, off to school and did some posters that i came up with.
                        gave juniors my designs and left them to finish it :D 
                        cos i was just too lazy to draw so many details and all. accomplishment!
                        did something with kayan, haha! she the timid and me the brave :D
                        painted the banner and its pretty! even though its plain but, still nice.
                        off to mayflower on bus 22, surrounded by basketballers, eech.
                        last training for the year, dinner at foodcourt. table laughters! hahahah.
31/12/2008 - last day of 2008! happy birthday darren and joseph? 
                        having steamboat later with usuals (: 
                        countdown maybe at marina square. and here comes 2009.

i think the next year always brings lots of surprises,
and also maybe events coming up.
recently thinking about start of school, fearing teachers,
fearing waking up early and getting busy busy busy.
i think 2009 would be scary, hectic, busy and crazy.

well, i have some wishes for the new year as well,
also to be able to concentrate for o's.
hoping for at least a second round in tournaments.
to be able to be strong in everything (:

i realise im starting to be a worry wart, worrying over everything.
LOL. oh well, wishing everyone a happy new year.

just got photos from my sister,
will upload more in time to come.
sheesh, i seriously should get started on my homeworks,
i feel so cram, its like everything is squeezing in on me.
yikkkeesss! had the bbq today (:
hey, barker barker, hey barker barker, hey barker barker, thats what its all about! <3

i shall get started on homeworks then! wish me luck! ):